Couldnt slp well last night..
Don know due to wat...
Toss on my bed for a few hours...
N many things came to my brain...
OMG its so scary meh..Things like...
Should i stay in this line AND...
tahan all these stresses till i die or get depression...
OR should i leave these place for gd...
BUT wat should i do then...
Study???
Coutinue to be in this line but other place??
Married an old man?? Whaha...
OMg why suddenly i think of all these...
M i too stress or wat...
I really think i m not the kind of person who can take other person's life in my hand...
I really cannot lor...like this i will be more stress...
Hai..maybe i really have chosen the wrong job lor...
But its has been 2 years...
And i have spend in total 5 years of my life in this line...
If i change to another job..
will i waste my time???
Or should i jus grant my mom n bro wish to go study..
But study wat???
i really got no idea...
N i m jus not the Sch n books type of person lor...
Even thought i know getting a degree is gd...
But if i m going to force myself to get it...
will it be still a gd 1???
Someppl might be asking...
Since u don like u job y u study at the first place...
Its not that i don like...
But i cant take the HIGH responsibility that i m carrying everyday...
Hai i really don know la...
I shall give myself another 1 year to make the decision...
Hopefully by then i can makeup my mind...
Second topic that come to my mind...
Is something that i always don wanna tok abt...
If u know mi well u will know wat i m toking abt...
Shall not eleborate more abt it...
RoNgZz CrYIng..@
Sunday, April 27, 2008
WhErE Is My FuTuRe...??
Sunday, April 27, 2008